Today is the day we started to freak out about being in a focus group on sexual trauma. We have to give a brief talk next week about one of the incidents that happened in my life. The entire system is in a panic. We are taking this one moment at a time but it is incredibly hard.
Julie girl and JJ have been out several times and Serenity keeps being pushed out because we lose the ability to verbalize from the anxiety attacks.
We have been making lists again to keep track of what we are doing during the day. It gives us a feeling of having a small bit of control. I am tired though and the world keeps going. I applied for Social Security this week. It is frightening and sad to be there. My skin is crawling I have to go.
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